12:23 p.m. - 2006-07-02
knew it... :-S
I knew it - it's hardly a week since we met and he's already nagging about the next meeting. I can understand that of course but I can't just left everything behind and fly over. I like him and maybe it's even more than just liking - he has a huge crush on me so much I know. We're in a distance relationship and I honestly saw all the problems coming and here we go. But I'm not sure if I can leave my country to live with him at his place. I'm getting homesick quite easily. I wonder when he manages to finish his thesis - he's already writing on it since ages! He says he's getting tired of it but hell, he has to finish it one day or what is he up to?! There's my thesis and the lack of money. The Thesis is much more important and it scares me really. I got very bad response when I presented it and I'm insecure now how to continue. I need to contact the lecturer who's responsible for me...

I'm just tired - I even think about napping in the afternoon.

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